Shewhohasafireinside's Journals

I'VE HAD IT

SLOW DOWN THIS SPEEDING WORLD HOLD MY LIFE ON STANDBY NEED TO TAKE THIS LIFE SOMEWHERE I WALK DOWN THIS BLVD. AND WATCH IT GO BY THE LOST SOULS SMOKE AND DRINK THIS BLACK MASQUERADE IS BEGINNING WHEN THE WINE IN YOUR GLASS IS GONE SMOKE YOUR FAG AND SMILE 'CUZ THIS LIFE IS BETTER OF POSTPONED "DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY REASON WHY THIS LIFE SHOULD NOT BE?" STAND UP AND AND YELL "I DO!" RUN TO THE PRIEST AND TAKE THE BIBLE DROP THE CANDLES AND WATCH IT BURN TURN OFF THE LIGHTS AND TAKE A STAND "THIS LIFE SHOULD REMAIN IN THE DARK AND THIS CEREMONY IS ALL A LARK!" RUN THO THE GROOM THAT IS YOUR SOUL "YOU CHEATED YOU ASS HOLE!!" THE BRIDE IN BLACK IS YOUR HEART THROUGH A SPADE BEATING TO THE SONG YOU NEED TO TAKE THIS LIFE AND LET IT GO GO DOWN TO THE DEPTHS OF THIS VERY HELL AND WATCH IT INCINERATE

FLY TO THE DEPTHS OF HELL

BLACK MAGIC

RAINING BLOOD

OFFER YOUR SOUL TO THE ONE BELOW

FOR IN ETERNAL PAIN PAIN YOU'LL LIVE

THE PAIN THAT YOU LONGED FOR

WILL CUT YOUR SKIN AND BRUISE YOUR SOUL

LIGHT THE BLACK CANDLES

OFFER THE SACRIFICE

AND DESCEND TO YOUR ETERNAL DAMNED FLIGHT!

TALK TO ME

YOU DON'T ~~SPEAK~~

AND YET YOUR SILENCE TALKS

CURIOSITY... ME IT STALKS

I HEARD YOU VOICE THAT SILVER AND COLD NIGHT

FROM THAT DAY ON I TRIED WITH ALL MY MIGHT

TO HEAR YOU ~~SPEAK~~ A SINGEL WORD

ENVEN AN " I HATE YOU" WILL WORK

TEEN STEREOTYPES

LIST THE DAMNED FOR I KNOW I'M ONE SEAL MY LIPS FOR VIOLENT WORDS ESCAPE CLOSE THE WINDOWS 'CUZ MY DREAMS THREATENED THE SANE BECAUSE I'M A TEENAGER

AND I QUOTED WHEN I TOLD MY MOM THAT I WAS ATHEIST

I DON'T SIT AND WAIT

I DON'T GIVE A DAMN

I HAVE NO FAITH

NO FOOTPRINTS ON THE SAND

THIS IS FOR MY SWEET SATAN

I WAS CALLING YOUR NAME THAT NIGHT, AND YOU DID NOT RESPOND IN THIS CRIMSON NIGHT I SLIT MY WRISTS AND WRITE YOUR NAME WITH MY BLOOD ON MY WALL ONLY NOW I KNOW YOU ARE HERE WITH ME

FIRST KISS

GAZING INTO EACHOTHERS EYES

SHOULD I? OR SHOULD YOU?

IT DOESN'T MATTER THE MOMENT'S HERE

YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES, I CLOSE MINE

OUR LIPS TOUCH LIGHTLY AT FIRST

THEN OUR SOFT KISS TURNS INTO A HUNGRY LOVE CALL

YOU BITE MY LIPS AS I RUN MY HANDS THROUGH YOUR HAIR

OUR LIPS SPILLED BLOOD AS WE BITE AND KISS

OUR LIPS SORE AND TORN

THEN I MOVE DOWN TO YOUR NECK AND BITE

CRIMSON LIQUID SPILLS DOWN MY CHIN

YOU'RE ETERNALLY MINE

DEDICATED TO SUICIDAL ROMANCE

THE DARKNESS DROWNS ME

TAKING HATE AND MAKING IT EXPLODE IT HAS NO DESTINATION SO EVERYBODY GETS A TASTE, THE TASTE OF BITTER AND METAL FLAVORED BLOOD, THAT IS THE PRODUCT OF HATE, SO EVEN IF YOUR LIFE IS BRIGHT YOU MIGHT END UP GASPING FOR AIR MORE THAN ONE TIME, BECAUSE IF DARKNESS DROWNS ME IT CAN DROWN YOU TOO.

RAZOR

THERE SHE IS WITH A RAZOR IN HER HAND, HER BREATH SMELLS OS PAIN AND SORROW, SHE WEEPS BLACK TEARS AND WAILS WITH GRIEF, SHE TAKES THE RAZOR AND CUTS; NOT A DEEP CUT THOUGH, SHE WANTS TO END IT SLOWLY AND PAINFULLY...

BLACK MAKE UP

I SHOW MY FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS SO THIS BLACK MAKE UP IS A FIST INTO YOUR FACES, I NOW TAKE THIS TUBE OF ONIX BLACK AND HAND IT TO YOU... WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY?